SERIOUSLY?!?!

wow! needless to say i had an interesting and crappy afternoon!
what made it so bad you may say? oh nothing except the fact that my dad called my house today! not many people know the story of my life because i keep it to myself but my parents got separated and then divorced when i was 7. that makes it about 12 years…so for the first time in TWELVE YEARS he decides to call…i dont think so!

and on top of that…he told my mom a sob story about how he has been in and out of homeless shelters lately and such. normally i would have compassion and sympathy for someone like this but he is a compulsive liar so i think it’s complete and total BULL!

he tries to make it out like he has it so hard! well guess what?! you don’t…the children you abandoned have it rough! i have to go everyday seeing other little girls and their dads and watch them do things that i could have done if my dad wasn’t such an idiot and total failure as a father.

this is how much of a failure he is…he got drunk once when he was seeing us and decided it would be a genius idea to give me a piggy back ride. WRONG! TERRIBLE IDEA! he hit a wall and fell on top of me! so after 12 years of neglect and abandonment and no financial support of any kind i feel like a total stranger called me today. thank god i didnt talk to him because if i had im pretty sure it wouldnt have ended pleasantly.
of course like every girl i long for my dad to be with me…but not after 12 years of nothing and the out of the blue expecting me to want to talk to him…im sorry but you have to earn your way into my life again if you are even going to try this time…and believe me…it will not be easy.

while you had your gold digger of a girlfriend and HER kids to support…i’ve been worrying about how im going to afford things because guess what…we’re not financially stable…there’s 2 of us and one parent…do that math JERK! im starting college in the fall and im on feewaivers thank god other wise i wouldnt be furthering my education at all. so before you throw out these sob stories think about how you left your “family” and just shut up. thanks for ruining my day which showed great potential for being good

just add to my brokenness why dont you….