Disappointment :/

You always have to fight and work for what you want because you aren’t as priviledged as others. Up until lately, I’ve never had a problem with this reality, but now that I’m going to college next year I’m finding disappointment. I got into my first choice of the colleges that I applied to and I may not even be able to go there because it’s too expensive. On top of that, my mom said she might not be able to get me a yearbook and it’s my senior year; plus, I didn’t even get to go to prom. I pride myself on being a person of faith, but lately I’ve been feeling like God is never on my side. I know these things aren’t the worst things in the world, but they were really important to me. By no means do I blame my mom because she does everything she can for me. And by no means is this being posted as a way for me to get sympathy; I’m simply venting and if you don’t like it then you don’t have to read my blogs. In simple terms, this year has be filled with much to much disappointment </3