Random Reflection on Stuff Going on in my Life

Feels like i can’t breathe. When I’m around you, I always make sure that I’m not making a fool of myself according to your definition. You tell me not to care what everyone else thinks, yet you are the first one to judge and belittle me. You tell me to be an individual and yet when I speak my mind you look at me like I’m stupid and completely disregard me. I should care what you think, but for some reason I do. The inconsistency if your moods and attitude affects everyone around you. You bring others down with you when you are in a bad mood. You mostly bring me down; always trying to talk to me but never opening up or really caring about the things we talk about. I ask for your advice but all you do is tell me that I’m in the wrong or say it isn’t a big deal. To be honest, you do more harm to be as a friend that good. At this point in my life, I don’t need a lecturer, I need a listener. If you can’t do that simple task for me, then I have no choice but to leave you in the dust and move on to greener pastures in my life.